A little questioning.

First quarter is almost over!!! For half of this quarter I really didn't have much to look forward to. But now Thanksgiving weekend is almost here. =) Homesickness is taking its toll on me. I miss my family and friends incredibly. So for the next quarter I should really start looking into things that I would be interested in joining and doing. This quarter sucks just a little because I don't really do anything that's outside of my classes. =\ Well I hope next quarter will make up for it.
So last time we had karaoke night on our floor (Kearney 3rd floor) and it was pretty cool. Our floor is not so together. Only some people came out for a floor bonding thing, which is sooooo discouraging. I don't know, for now some of the people here are kind of hard to befriend. Anyway, the point was that Caitlin and I wanted to search up Christmas carols (because they are sooo awesome) but our RA said that we cannot sing Christmas songs. I truly think this is weird. Why the restriction? How could singing some jolly Christmas music offend anyone? =\ I'm willing to listen to whoever could answer these questions I have. Hieu! Maybe you would know? haha.

Strange.

Once again it's inevitable that I usually blog about something that is not good. But that's life right? When everything is happy, people live the moment. When negative situations come around, people sit back and think. Or write. So please excuse my blog that is filled with emo-ness. I'll try harder to blog about more pleasant things. Next time. Lately...I could only stay happy for awhile. And then I would rot myself in pessimism again. Mostly negativity about myself. I don't know when it became such a habit that the things people do or say, it makes me feel so vulnerable to insecurity. I throw a small tantrum at my friends and in the end, I blame myself. Everything goes back to how disapproving I feel about this girl name Anh. I think something is wrong with me. Last time I read Cynthia's blog and it was filled with wishes. I, too, have a many wishes. So many of them that if they were fulfilled, I think I could be more at peace with myself and my relations with others. I don't think I could write anymore. Let's talk later.