Strange.

Once again it's inevitable that I usually blog about something that is not good. But that's life right? When everything is happy, people live the moment. When negative situations come around, people sit back and think. Or write. So please excuse my blog that is filled with emo-ness. I'll try harder to blog about more pleasant things. Next time. Lately...I could only stay happy for awhile. And then I would rot myself in pessimism again. Mostly negativity about myself. I don't know when it became such a habit that the things people do or say, it makes me feel so vulnerable to insecurity. I throw a small tantrum at my friends and in the end, I blame myself. Everything goes back to how disapproving I feel about this girl name Anh. I think something is wrong with me. Last time I read Cynthia's blog and it was filled with wishes. I, too, have a many wishes. So many of them that if they were fulfilled, I think I could be more at peace with myself and my relations with others. I don't think I could write anymore. Let's talk later.