=) It's hard to explain.

but let me take a shot at it. I almost forgot the feelings of over-excitement and butterflies in my stomach. This might just sound so corny, but the clouds are gray outside, and the rain is pouring, but damn all I see are flowers blooming and my world is being colored with optimism. Maybe this is why it feels so nice when you have someone on your mind. You are filled with anticipations and your smiles turn into a silly and unexplainable gesture. Ohhh I hate when that happen and people point it out, "Why are you smiling?" and they nudge at your arm as to tease you for your foolishness. And like the Jonas' brothers song "Lovebug," there is an annoying little bug that has found its victim. Although it is truly mind-bugging and heart-pestering, there's something about this little lovebug that has the ability to make me beam like I won a lottery. The downside is that thoughts of possibilities and impossibilities infest in my mind. But I would dare to think that maybe...something will turn out. Or not. Silly me. Regardless of whether he likes me or not, This just feel simply...pleasant.