Three's a crowd.
My mind is off in la-la land and my fingers lingered to the keyboard so here I am blogging. Music theory is killing me, there is so many things to memorize.n=( Yesterday I studied for Astronomy till 3am and walked to M building (in the freeezzzziiinnngg wet weather of Davis) to study for Economics with Phu. I have to admit, that study session till 6am helped a lot. Thanks a lot Phu! For the past few days, the only thing that has been in my head is the final. Can't be more of a nerd than this. BUT I can't wait for a well-deserved break. I want to spoil myself after this. hahaha. 8:30pm is in 2 hours and I will be off to the Social Science building bombing that Econ final. Like my Psychology professor James Engle said, I see finals as a challenge not an obstacle. So I'm not as stressed out, as most people.
Anyway, let's stop talking about finals.
I suddenly recall one of the conversation that I had with my friend. I told him that I can't seem to like anyone because I am afraid that my feelings will not be as strong as the one before. And he felt the same way. How unfortunate. When will we have the courage to give in to the possibilities of happiness? The other type of happiness that only one person could give. Not the family or friends kind of happiness. I'm just not all that strong. I am a scared and consequences-driven person.
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vi.. lmao im actually callin you that but anyways.
is it that you're not strong enough or just not willing?
you keep beating yourself about these things. does it feel good when you keep beating yourself down? stop beating yourself.
make yourself happy, because there's nothing stoppin you from doin that but you.
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