Some things.

I woke up at 1:10 today and it was because of a nightmare. I guess this one expressed the fear that I constantly have. The fear that my best friend might leave me someday with all the other people who wanted to be her friend. It was weird because I thought this fear has subsided during these past few days. For some reason, I dreamt of it today. This quarter has been the most dramatic one for me. From the overwhelming accumulation of work every end of the week to my insecurities, I filtered only some of the bad stuff. I'm glad I could still talk things over with Diem and in the end our friendship remained the same but also stronger. Still, I'm quite jealous that Patty and Nancy could openly expressed their love for each other all the time and we can't really do that. I guess it's ok because like You said, people could tell we're best friends without us announcing it. However, school has been a more stressful than it was last quarter. I think I should get my act together. Hopefully, I could catch up this weekend. Dang, I really missed Patty and Nancy and I want to see them soon!!!