A thought.

2:23, still working on my essay. Procrastination wins. And for once, I am not proud of it. But I'll stop talking about this lame topic of essay and school. So today I went to get a haircut and this topic came up while me and Diem were walking to the salon. It's been a long long while since I've talked to my high school friends. We haven't really made an effort to contact each other online, phone, or in person. Whenever I go back to Oakland over the weekend, I just stay home spending time with my family most of the time. I never make an effort to call my friends and hang out with them. On the surface, we all seem to be drifting apart. But honestly, in my heart I still feel the same for them. Of course I know that it cannot be guaranteed that we will be attach from now and 4 years later. It's scary how the effect of distance could slowly creep up and then slice a friendship into insignificant pieces. Unknowingly, we accept the outcome without any skirmish or fight as an attempt to save a little bit of the connection. No...commonly, we would just look forward, move on. As of now, I still feel close to most of my friends from high school. I hope it hasn't change for them either.