Fate. This one's for Panda.

Reality. When you meet someone, you are taking a risk and facing a consequence that one fated day you will have to say a heart aching goodbye. So be prepared. But even when I am prepared for that one day, I don't think pain and tears could be prevented unless I am living in a lie. Usually, I don't like going into touchy topic and cry about it. But I'll let my emotions flow on this one because I feel like all five of us have a mutual connection that we dearly love each other and we will cry our eyes out through our times of happiness and sadness and ultimately the times we have left with each other. Four years of high school did not amount to nothing. I think I gained so much and Panda was the biggest part of it. I'm so glad we found each other. In less than a year, we have become almost inseparable(mentally). Panda shaped me into a person that I want to become. Being with them, I know that I don't have to bend and twist myself into another personality so that I could make friends. I did not have to become an artificial object of fake smiles and laughters to impress people. And in the process, I also found many close friends that I could trust and be real with. These girls were such a strong tower of support for me that I was not afraid to let myself fall sometimes because I know at the end of the road there remains 4 people in my life who still gives a shit about me. =) There is a reason to why our first initials spelled out Panda. Panda is a symbol for friendship (at least that's what I saw in an article). That means we are fated to be friends forever. Haha, it's like I'm forcing this on ya'll, but I hope our friendship will always stay intact. Hoes over bros, Chicks over dicks, I live by this quote when I'm with these girls. I notice that over the years, months, days, etc. we could all open up to each other. Although we will be separated by states and cities, I still feel blessed and blissful that under the same sky, we continue to think about each other and how we are all doing and if we met any cute guys in college(joke!). So don't be too sad Patricia, Diem, Abby, and Nancy. Even though we are far from each other but our hearts are near. I loooooove ya'll.