Singular...II

My previous post was kinda short, and I meant to make it longer but something came up. So here, hopefully this will make up for it. I cheat xD.
Dear Diem,

Being single for many years (yes, I'm going to expose us. haha.), I think we have reached the level that no one was able to reach. We're just so damn cool. Even though my brother in law might joke that somethin is wrong with me (implying my sexuality) I don't think that's the case. haha. We just have some over the top discipline compare to other teens.

Being single, was it hard for you? haha.

Seriously, I am amazed at you. Your heart didn't even move for any guys ever since what, 7th grade? Things have been too easy going for us. In my case, whenever I like someone, it's not always wholly as to avoid hurting myself.

But being single isn't something that we are ashame of.

We are singular.

Do you know what that means? It means "extraordinary; remarkable; exceptional:" Got that off of dictionary.com just to be accurate. haha. At the same time, the word means we're unusual, odd, and different. I guess we apply to all of them. But guess what, we're still awesome. Congratulation to our 17 years of life independent of boys. Woot!

<--This was actually taken from my myspace. Looking back at it, I think we both have changed a lot. There was this one period where we were so close, so close to saying bye to our singular-ness, but we both drew back. We both admitted to our regrets and our uncertainties. And now, what do we do? We made another bet. I didn't want to make this into a competition thing, but Diem started it . Haha. But we both decided to wait because this time, nothing turned out right for us. It's true that I have bad timing with these kinds of stuff, but if it doesn't come naturally, it wasn't meant to be in the first place, right? So Diem, don't miss River too much. =) and neither will I linger onto the what WAS and focus on the what is NOW. I think by making this bet (to see who could stay single for all 4 years =X) it helped us in a way. And that is not to rush. And not to blame myself too much for what did not happen. I love the song "Que Sera Sera" because it helps me through times in my life that did not go smoothly. And there's always a reason to why that happen so I should just go with the flow and "What will be will be." And even if that might lead me to lose the bet and my $10, I'll live. Of course.