Finally...

I can feel myself walking on that road of happiness again. For a while I felt like I lost my balance and stepped out of that road.
So today, I hung out with Yingsi, Kenny, Thomas, and Huy. Yingsi, this girl...I missed her while she was in China, and I will miss her terribly when she leaves for college. We went to Barney's early in the morning, and she gave me a very pretty souvenir (Thanks, love). Well this girl never fail to make me smile because she always have something to say about anything and everything. We basically shopped around Piedmont and Rockridge going into little boutiques there. It was pretty pricey, so I didn't buy anything. Then we planned to see each other again this Thursday, I hope!

Then I met up with Alan, Alex, Nancy, and Diem. We hung out till 9pm, sing, talk, LAUGH (so much), and eat.

It's so funny how when you're not feeling too great about life or yourself, you only need a few people to bring your spirit up. And then you can smile all over again. I didn't know that I could live life so freely. I see other people who are stuck in a dilemma, they depend on a certain person to pull them back out. And when that person does not come to their rescue, they are stuck in that hole of helplessness. But I, on the other hand, feel blessed for having so many friends around me who shows that they care for me. Who can make me laugh effortlessly. Who can give me warmth without even realizing. They are all unconsciously giving me courage just by being by my side. I hope everyone can find that shelter, too.

Years ago, I was ungrateful for what I have. Whenever a certain person breaks me, I feel like he or she is the only one who could make me whole again. It's like the end of the world for me. I find it ridiculous. I was blind and didn't see that there were so many others who were willing to lend me a hand.